I’m totally done with playing it small to fit in, be loved or be accepted- all in the same category more or less.
I am the "what if" girl and get freaked out like that also. I can't blind trust.
Dana, I would say that this is in the "worry" category. Always worrying wondering when the other shoe is going to drop and what if it does, but what if it doesn't? Let's throw that in the burning bowl!
I am at the point in my life "if the other shoe drops" who cares or hey roll with it and go from there. The worry is all to consuming and really affects other aspects of my life. Can't focus or be happy/chill.